Lazy and Thoughts

Yea... Lazy to write.. Last paper today.. in an hour.. and not willing to study.. crap..

Heard that a classmate had her plans changed last minute? Going to United States? Lucky.. Going overseas is always a wonderful experience.. unlike staying in Malaysia, who knows how long more before I can leave.. sigh..

Foundation will be over soon.. one year is passing in the blink of an eye.. No more exams.. at least I hope..

Sometimes.. I wonder.. what would happen if I had a chance to go back and change many of the things that had happened to me.. would I change the times that I lost a friend through foolishness? Though I wish for it to happen, impossible as it seems, I know now that it cannnot happen..

I don't know what happened.. why your so mad at me? From your words, it's like you hate me so much? All I did was to state my mind, is that so difficult to comprehend, even as you do it all the time? I asked for forgiveness, and nothing I hear from you. It's hard to believe, but I feel like I have lost yet another friend again.. and you join the ever growing pile of friends that I have lost..

When will I ever stop losing friends.. When will I ever realise that staying in this state will never help me.. I have to wake up.. snap out of it.. and yet.. something holds me back.. I do not want to change..

Bah.. Holidays coming up.. and then new programme, new friends to make and lose.. sigh..

Finals..

Now to study hard.. damage control for both Social Psychology and English.. grade booster for Economics.. B's for the rest..

Good luck to everyone for finals.. And don't forget to hand in Media Literacy tomorrow!!

Thanks Victor, without you, I would fail my project..