It's been too long, my readers. Times have changed and passed, like the grains of sand, trickling down, never to stop for anyone. Who are we to argue with Time, and Fate? For these two, lead us whereever they desire, to do whatever they so wish, and in the face of such powerful forces, even the most powerful person, riches person, is like a weak baby in the grasp of them. Not knowing when, where our fragile life will be snuffed out like a candle in the wind, what are we to do in the hands of such powers?
To control the things we do at every moment of time. To learn from each and every mistake we make. To make the right decisions as each crossroad of life appears before us. To live life to the fullest, and not give up, even in the face of adversity. To live life to the fullest. To enjoy the company of those placed together with us, to thank them for their love and support.
Who are we to try to control others? Who are we to change the fate of others? Who are we to place obstacles in the way of others? We are but playthings of the larger powers of the Universe, pawns in their game that they play, for if they wish, we are nothing in the face of them.
Anyway, enough of all these drab and boring stuff. Lets talk about what happened since the last time I updated.
SOC Media Carnival happened. Career Fair happened. My heart was shattered.
First of all, some people asked me, why is it that I'm always involved in activities like these? For one, they don't seem to find me. Trying to enter the Student Council showed me one thing, they do not take kindly to new people, for they led me on a wild-goose chase without even giving me a reason. Next, I was the one who found all these, Media Carnival was when I approached their booth, and before I knew it, I was involved in a tiring day that lasted for around 10 hours. Almost half a day. Fun though, no complaints there.
Next was Career Fair. And heartbreaking. Remember Zoe, my dear readers? Yep, she was the one who roped me into it, though, no complaints once again.. at least not until the later part of the day.. Before 8, I was waiting there, dressed formally. Bet I could pass off as a TCHT student, hehe. So there I was, giving my help whenever needed, until I was tired, but still held on till 3, which was when the event ended. No lunch, no rest, not even a chance to sit down. Sigh.. the things I do.. But anyway, I'm used to these 'torture', so no harm done! But what happened next was sad.. real sad..
Well.. how was I to know that she hated people who messaged her, who commented on her Facebook? How was I to know that she did not want people to get too close to her? No thanks from her that day.. even after I sent her back, because of the ominous rain clouds that hinted at heavy rain within the next half hour(I was right). But no.. she thought I was overly friendly.. and told me in no uncertain terms that I was to stay away from her.. Sigh.. the things I try to do for my friends..
Guess I really should give up on her.. 'sides.. shes way out of my league.. I knew it since the first time I saw her.. She looked like a princess.. so regal.. so attractive.. and now.. haiz..
Before this becomes too much, it's time to stop.. till next time.. my favorite readers.. till next time..
